Wednesday, August 04, 2004
bleaghss.. today is not a good dayy.. boo.. was PMS-ing the whole day lors.. i also dunno why lars.. bleaghss.. slept for like one-and-a-half period.. blah.. i juz dao-ed everyone arhh.. so meann hors.. lols..
boohoo.. inspired by b ingzZ and xiaosam's blogg.. i decided to type something here arhh.. bleaghsss..
hmp.. i was partly thinking bout him when i was PMS-ing.. lols.. den evey mei let me hear jiangnan.. felt so much like crying hur.. yep.. i can't say we are even friends now lors.. although we tok like occassionally.. bleaghss.. but its like we dun tok unless its necessary lors... sighss.. but today made me realise even more.. i dunno larss..
memories][2004'
1701 orientation camp+games stations+mass game+bus memories
1702 the day i was sick+sms
1003 walk down the science block+folded sleeves+common test results
2505 heartbreaking day+kaya toast+auditorium
2806 shushushu+cross junction at the girls toilet
0707 interclass drama+sms+msn nick
0907 solitaire+oudeyang+milkchocolatebar
1207 wrong toilet
1407 interclass drama final+spectacles
2407 cultural potpurri+backstage+pileofshit
wahaha.. shitt memories.. think i shld keep it.. or just let it go? haiss..
boohoo.. sometimes i realli wonder if somebody's name is LONER.. hahaz.. den it will be like so shuang lors.. think i'm back to m0i old days le lors.. spasticcc.. hahaz.. i hate goin to recess at times.. coz i will be alone arh.. siann.. nowadayss.. i also dun realli tell things to m0i frens lors.. i dunno why.. i just keep it to m0iself.. i'm tired of tokin.. sighss.. sometimes i do miss xue arh? lols.. though she is like sitting right next to me.. sighss.. she now got her darr. le.. hahaz.. tat one is li suo dang ran lars.. but i got feeling she like her softballers more lors.. sighs.. maybe i'm just sounding plain jealous here.. but for 6 months.. i've understand truly the meaning of loneliness.. sometimes veri sad one lors.. when u see your "best friend" with other ppl so happy.. den when she's with you.. she never has that smile on her face.. haiss.. wat can i do.. i'm not a good fren lors.. i admit tat.. i suck in the way i handle m0i frenz.. thats why i'm destined to be a loner.. sighss..
sometimes i wonder why ppl start to treat me so differently after the interclassdrama.. bleaghss.. its not a new found fame.. but.. haiss.. how to say lehs.. aiya.. veri difficult to explain.. but it just sarkss.. haiss..
if you are reading this.. puh-lease... tell me where you kept m0i box of stars.. =(